Deep Dark Secret.

My heart is breaking right now.

I just learned a deep-dark secret that really broke my heart to pieces. I feel betrayed that for so many years I thought I knew everything about my friend, and that we are together in bringing the gospel to our other friends because we were both christian in the group.

But after knowing everything (I hope it's everything), the reality of the situation came to light. The reasons why I was having a hard time penetrating our group was because her testimony in the group was tainted. So tainted that even I can't believe it was real.

I can't put on the details here. Because I love her, and if ever she'll hop in here I want her to know that I love her no matter what.

Lord, I really don't know how to react in this situation, I want to show her that my love and understanding is real. But I also want to show her the consequences of what happened and that you are just and the reality of your wrath.

I feel for her, so much that I my heart aches every time I remember her.I don't know what to do God.

How will I show my deep concern?

How will I extend grace? When I feel right now is betrayal and deception?

Lord, please help me.

Show me the way to her heart, again.

Let my love for her be an overflow of your love. God...help.

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"Be merciful, just as (also) your Father is merciful. "
Luke 6:36

(October 29.Sunday.)